Fairytales & Dreams

I Have Moved The Blog !! (kind of)

2010-01-05T10:55:00.000-08:00

Hello my dearies !! I'm just stopping by here to let you know about something ^^
I have decided to start combining my swedish blog with my english one instead of having two ones. Since I intend to focus on one while the other one is forgotten. It happens every single time xD
So, the home for my english blog is now here; Kitten Neverland

I'll see you there ^^

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

2009-12-01T11:57:00.001-08:00

Can time move a lot faster so I can see the next HP movie now?!

First official picture from Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

Latest Thrift Finds :)

2009-11-27T08:15:00.000-08:00

I went to my favorite thrift store a few days ago
and this is what I found that time...

An adorable little box with a lovely bow. I couldn't leave it there !!

This is the 3rd tin can I find there in this style, I've started to collect them.

6 of these little glass jars. Been looking for ones for a long time too !!
They now store craft supplies, just like I want it ^^

Magical Clothes

2009-11-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

The weather in Sweden right now is totally crap.
It's raining raining raining. Usually I like the rain
but right now it's been going on for to long haha.

I have two new darlings in my collection & wardrobe.

I found them on a Swedish auction site called Tradera
and I am so in love with them I feel like a child on Christmas.

I really don't have that much to say right now, no inspiration.
Other then that my business is going very well with my handmade things.
So well that I'm thinking of starting to sell it all over the world...

I hope you all are well.

Sylar, my baby boo <3

2009-11-17T09:34:00.001-08:00

My favorite birthday present this year
was this lovely Sylar action figure !!

I got it from my best friend Wookie.
He always gives the best presents !! ^^
Thank you Wookie !!

Sylar know lives in my room among other treasures.

I love my room even if it's a bit messy and overfull by far.
Because it is filled with things that I love and adore.

Harry Potter & Batman

2009-11-15T15:31:00.000-08:00

A few new things I've made in photoshop.
I'm not surprised over the HBP things but I did
surprise myself making a Batman one as well...

Don't get me wrong, I love Batman. Only DC I do love.
I just never make any fanart around it...A few icons maybe.

Just click the picture to see the true size :)

Long Time, No See

2009-11-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

Hello dearies,
how is life for you all?

Things has changed since my last post.
One of them being that I've once again quit school.
The reason for it is very personal and I'm having a really
hard time in my life right now. So I'm in a deep depression.
I don't want to tell the whole online-world what it is because
some things are just to personal. At least to me they are.
I will go back to school in the beginning of the next year
so this is just a break so that I'll get myself through this chaos.

If we look at this from the bright side it means I'll have more
time for the blog along with youtube. Tutorials and such too.
I will once again for a few months have time over for photography.
I need the bright side of things, it's my motivation to get a move on.

Oh, I'm 22 now by the way.
November 13th was my birthday :)

♥ Hello My Love

2009-10-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hello There My Love...
It seems like every time I promise to get better at updating
it only gets worse. So from now on I will not make that promise.

Many things are new but many things are the same still as well.
I'm still fighting hard with school, it's a lot right now. Exams and such.
But it's going really well in all 3 classes that I'm taking this year :)

I have a new computer that is like 100 times better then my old one.
I can even play The Sims 3 all I want now. My old computer couldn't
even manage to let me play the first The Sims. That's how bad it was.
So yes, I am extremely happy over the new computer.

I've started using Tumblr and I use it a lot. Updates pretty much every
single day and it is a lot of updates when I have the time for it haha.
Maybe a bit to much now and then...But hey, I am addicted to it !!
So if you have one please add me, I promise daily updates (almost).

My health isn't the best right now. Something is up with my heart and
I am in the middle of doctors checking it out and taking lots of tests.
It's beating really weird all the time and has for a few months now.
The result is me being very exhausted all the time but I keep fighting.
I can't drink to much coffee and not eat to much liquorish...Things like that.
Liquorish makes your heart beat faster.

I'm sure there's lots I haven't written here but it's been some time since
I updated so yeah...I am not going to promise to get better because that
will not work, it will make it worse haha.

I'm Still Breathing :)

2009-09-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

I am not dead. I've just been busy with school and been ill as well.
But I have gone to school for the 2 weeks I've been ill, still am.
If you look away from Thursday and Friday when my fever was to high.

School is going well. At least I think it is. Feels like it is...
It is going much better then I thought it would. I'm still shocked.
Still trying to get used to the fact that I don't have so much time
for photography, craft and such anymore. I used to have loads of time.

I've been having a Freddy Krueger moment in my life for some time now.
Still have a little to be honest. I love A Nightmare on Elm Street, all movies.

I'm more active on Dailybooth again. Since I don't have much time for "bigger".
Sorry that I seem to be dead on Flickr, deviantART and other sites.

No Motivation At All...

2009-09-03T09:54:00.000-07:00

As you can see the new layout is finally up :)
I've had so much studying this week on top of being ill (still)
that I haven't had the time to finish the layout until today.

I have no motivation what so ever to study today.
I don't know if it's the rain pouring down outside or if it's
because I'm been ill for over a week but still gone to school.
I just want to sit wrapped in a huge blanket drinking something arm
while I watch the Nightmare on Elm Street movies. Freddy Krueger FTW !!

A Slytherin Marauder

2009-08-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

[Music: From Hell OST - In Memoriam]
[Mood: Tired]

"I solemnly swear I'm up to no good..."

"Mischief managed."

Magical Stop-Motion

2009-08-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

[Music: James Marsters - Bad]
[Mood: Cold]

I couldn't sleep last night, so I put on a Slytherin inspired outfit
and took a bunch of photos. 365 to be exact...
I made a little stop-motion with them as well this morning.

This is my second stop-motion video I've made. I'm dying to do more.
I know many of the photos are blurry or have a lot of noise, both really.
But I kind of like it, sets a nice mood to the video :)

El laberinto del fauno

2009-08-28T16:36:00.000-07:00

[Music: Javier Navarrete - Long, Long Time Ago (Hace much, much tiempo)]
[Mood: Tired]

School is going very well. This week has been very calm but I've been ill
at the same time as I've been to school, not that anyone has noticed haha.
But it's not because people in school ignores me, I just feel a lot better
when I am there. It's strange really, I used to hate school with all I had.

I watched Pan's Labyrinth tonight, I love that movie so much. A favorite.
One thing I love around it is how about 50 % think all of it is happening
while the other 50 % thinks it's all in Ofelia's little mind, adore her.
What side do you think I am on?
The music in the movie is so amazing I could die from it, I mean...wow.
I would love to hear more work by that composer, Javier Navarrete.

If you have not seen the movie yet, believe me when I say that you must.
Don't let movies in a different language stop you from discovering new things !!
Pan's Labyrinth is in Spanish. The movies "real" name is El laberinto del fauno.

Well I am off to bed. I promise I'll get better on updating :)
Working on a new layout for the blog again as well. Will be similar to my Swedish one.

Tutorial: How To Make A Ring (Really Easy!!)

2009-08-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

[Music: Regina Spektor - Music Box]
[Mood: Relaxed]

This is my first video tutorial ever.
How To Make a Ring

Kitten Style in Stop Motion.

2009-08-22T00:27:00.000-07:00

[Music: Me coughing]
[Mood: Cold]

A little project I've worked on this week. It's my first try
with Stop Motion Animation so it's not brilliant to be honest hehe.
But I think good for my first try o.0

A little taste of what I can put on during a school day.
Minus the Hello Kitty Pajama...I hadn't get dressed & such yet there xD

I apologies for the random change of my eyes haha.
They change a lot between light and dark...

School Week One, done.

2009-08-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

[Music: Typing on the keyboard]
[Mood: Exhausted]

[Me at the library yesterday, doing my homework.]

The first week of school is over. It's honestly been a very good week.
I've had a lot of fun being back in school. Does that make me insane?
I've even had my first homework. My first test. Got a new first friend.
My god, I even argued for the first time with a teacher yesterday haha.

This week I've felt more alive then I have in a very long time.
Feels like I'm finally doing something with my life and that it's finally
the right time to do something with it. That I'm strong enough now.

So much new information and stuff to melt inside my head, it's spinning.
But it feels so amazing, I don't know how to start in order to explain it.
It's just...wonderful. Don't get me wrong, I am dead tired right now haha.
But still, it is so wonderful !!

Up Early, Rise & Shine

2009-08-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

[Music: Cat Power - Sea of Love]
[Mood: Cheerful]

I had a great time yesterday at my first real day in school.
I had classes between 8.30AM-3.45PM so it was a long day haha.
I was so tired when I finally came home so I crashed into bed
when the clock turned about 10PM. There for I was up 7AM today.

Today I only have one class, so my school day ends around 11.45AM.
That's pretty sweet. But when school has really started with homework
and so on, those days with only one class will still be a lot of studying.
But I don't mind it at all, other way around to be honest. Am I insane?

But it's time for me to get ready and leave for school now :)
I just wanted to show myself in the blog so you know I've survived xD

And you do know if you have any questions all you have to do is ask?
I will of course also answer.

Pacing while Fading

2009-08-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

[Music: The Man Who Cried OST]
[Mood: Annoyed]

Today was the first day for me in school.
It's the first time in like 5 years that I'm going to study.
The important things with teachers and information went wonderful.
The part where to socialize with the other students...not so much.
Took them like 10 min to "choose" me as the freakish girl...sucks.
I tried talking with a few but they just looked at me like I'm a alien.
Excuse me for wearing colorful clothes & have a bow in my hair? Or what...

But that's the not most important part for me right now. Studying is.
Thank god I had therapy after because I honestly had a small breakdown.

Tomorrow the classes starts and I am looking forward to it.
And who knows, maybe I'll find a friend or two later on...

Travel Vlog.

2009-08-14T01:31:00.000-07:00

[Music: Nicholas Hooper - Malfoy's Mission]
[Mood: Tired]

So, I made my first Travel Vlog during the roadtrip.
I think I did well for my first time, didn't I ? :O

I had such a wonderful time, I really needed to get away.
Even if it was only for a very short time hehe.
The area where the zoo and the hotel was, I have one word; Beautiful.
So peaceful with all the high mountains and water. All the trees...

I got some photographing done as well, some are on Flickr.
The red panda was so friggin adorable I could die btw !!

Good Bye

2009-08-10T15:33:00.000-07:00

[Music: Lady GaGa - Boys Boys Boys]
[Mood: Excited]

I just wanted to say good bye for a few days :)
Well, until Thursday only but still.

I am leaving with my friend tomorrow as I told you the other day.
I am looking forward to it a lot and I'm sure I'll have a great time.

See you when I come back home lovelies :)

I might post while I'm gone, we'll see.
There's always Twitter if not hehe.

Bye !!

YouTube Tutorial Videos.

2009-08-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

[Music: Lady GaGa - Beautiful, Dirty, Rich]
[Mood: Bored]

Youtube is a great site if you're looking for tutorial videos.
I thought I would post a few in this post and
I will focus on hair accessories in this post.

I will post more soon :)
Perhaps even make my own in the end, who knows.

Relaxing Sunday

2009-08-09T02:56:00.000-07:00

[Music: Nicholas Hooper - Slughorn's Confession]
[Mood: Restless]

Today it is Sunday and Sunday is my very own day.
I use Sundays mostly for some time for me.
Doing things that relaxes me, like taking a long bath
or take a very long walk taking the camera with me.

I'm thinking of doing at least one tutorial today, we'll see.
Right now I am editing photographs from when I was at the zoo.
Still working on the tiger ones, I took so many of them haha.
If I don't make a tutorial I'll post a playlist from YouTube.

But I am going to take a break from the editing and go out on the balcony.
Where I will sit with a magazine drinking a cup of coffee.

Tiger Portrait

2009-08-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

[Music: James Marsters - No Promises]
[Mood: Relaxed]

Most of the photographs I took at Kolmårdens Zoo was on the tigers.
Tigers are my number one favorite animal in the whole wide world.

So yes, there will be more photography of the lovely "little" things.

On The Beach

2009-08-07T12:35:00.000-07:00

[Music: Regina Spektor - Samson]
[Mood: Tired]

I had a wonderful time at the beach today.
I swum around in the water like a little girl,
read the latest H&M Fashion magazine and enjoyed the sun.
I also hurt my toe, it bleed for like 5 hours...
The bleeding has stopped by now but it still hurts :(

I also bought some supplies for school today, love it.
All I have to get now is one more book for a class and a school bag.
And a book calendar...I always have a hard time choosing one.

I'm going to eat candy now while I watch a movie :)

Water Play.

2009-08-07T00:42:00.000-07:00

[Music: James Marsters - Bad]
[Mood: Happy]

Yesterday at the zoo the tigers, especially this years cubs, where playful.
Kolmårdens Zoo work a lot with saving animals fighting for their place on
this planet and they are doing well. One of the projects is the Siberian Tiger.
I love watching them play. The cubs this year is doing very well :)
I sometimes watch them through the web cams they have set up there,
they are deadly adorable while playing in the snow !!

Today is my turn to play in the water as well. I'm going to the beach.
I'm going with my sister and Peter. I have packed a bunch of magazines.
I'm sure I'll have a nice and relaxing day.

Kolmårdens Zoo 2009

2009-08-06T09:58:00.000-07:00

[Music: Regina Spektor - The Call]
[Mood: Exhausted]

I've had a great day today being at the zoo !!
It's been amazing weather all day, almost to amazing & warm.
We drank a lots of water but still I got a headache on the way home,
but not to worry, it is gone now since I took a nap hehe.

We managed to catch the bird-show they have there and as every year
it was truly amazing. I got a few amazing photographs and I recorded a bit.
So I'll put up a video or two later or in a day or two, along with more photos.

I am so tired right now I hardly know my name...
So I'll make this short and end here.

I'm going to drink my coffee and look through the new H&M magazine.
Did you have a good day?

Mornin' World !!

2009-08-05T23:03:00.001-07:00

[Music: Red Tape - Agent Provocateur]
[Mood: Cheerful]

Just wanted to drop in and wish a Good Morning !! ^^
Since it is about 8AM in Sweden right now...

I'm going to the zoo today and the camera is indeed coming with me.
So a lot of animal & nature photographs will soon attack this blog !! :)

I have to go so I wont be late hehe.
I hope you all will have a wonderful day/night !!
Bye.

Hello Little Butterfly.

2009-08-05T03:23:00.001-07:00

[Music: Billy Idol - White Wedding]
[Mood: Relaxed]

Today my friend Wookie is coming here and I am happy to get company !!
Wookie isn't just any friend, he is my very best friend in the whole world.
We're eating japanese food today, I am craving for some sushi. Yummy!!
With other words I need to clean up a bit in the apartment, but not much.
Also going to the summer place to see my parents for a few hours today.

And tomorrow Wookie, me, my sister and Peter are going to the zoo.
My favorite one called Kolmårdens Zoo !! I have permission from dad
to take his brilliantly awesome camera with me, so happy over that.

But that is not all. Yesterday I got a surprise video from Wookie,
that I'm not allowed to upload on the internet haha, about the trip next week.
We're going to a place called Noak's Arc !! It is a zoo as well and is about
5-6 hours away from here so we're spending the night at their hotel :)
We're going on the 11th next week and it's going to be so much fun too.
The nature around where we will live is so amazingly beautiful.

But I'm going to watch the new Bleach episode now and then clean a bit.

Alice in Wonderland [2010]

2009-08-04T11:44:00.000-07:00

[Music: Scissor Sister - Laura]
[Mood: Excited]

These kind of things makes my all warm and fuzzy inside.
It makes my depression go *poof* as well for a short while.
Tim Burton is my number one favorite in the movie making world.
He is so amazing, all of his movies are just...perfect !! It's a good word for it.
Alice in Wonderland, wonderful story and very loved by me and many.
Tim Burton's version will without a doubt be so perfect I could die.
The cast is perfect. Danny Elfman will do the music, that is perfect too.

Time has to move faster to the time for this wonderfulness will be here.

So, who can see me sitting in a
cute dress with a bow in my hair?

& The Blood Goes Drip Drop...

2009-08-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

[Music: Cat Power - Werewolf]
[Mood: Depressed]

The last few days have been...hard I guess you could say.
My depression has been reminding me well that it's here.
The best word to describe how I've felt is the word dead.
I hate that feeling. And I hate not being in control over it.

I'm still very down. I still just want to cry and hide under the cover.
But I've decided to do something today. To get out at least.
So I'm going to the thrift store later, when it has opened.

I'm starting to become afraid to be honest.
Almost nothing makes me happy anymore.
I am dead inside.

I do not want your pity. I just needed to write to calm down.
To get it out of my system so to speak.
I'll be as normal soon, I hope.

Let me...

2009-08-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

[Music: Regina Spektor - The Sword & The Pen]
[Mood: Dreamy]

Play this while reading...

I wish I could dance with fairies all day long,
to feel happy and magical while we dance along.
I want to see the world, live in a new country once time a week.
I want to feel happiness in a new language that I seek.

Give me wings so I can fly high up in the sky, among all the clouds.
Give me strength so I can earn the money I need to travel all around.
I want to shop in Paris, live in England, go to Disney Land and meet my prince.
I want to dive in Australia and hike in New Zeeland. Travel around Scotland
and see all the castles. Visit Beyond Retro in London. Visit everything I want.

And when all of that is done and even more besides that...
Let me show you my world and life as I've seen it through my eyes.
Let me fill you with my adventures to spark up your dreams.
To give you fairytales and make you feel all magical inside.

Kitten Style 101

2009-08-01T04:38:00.000-07:00

[Music: Regina Spektor - Eet]
[Mood: Exhausted]

Since many people keep asking me all over the web what
style I have anyway, I thought I would make a quick list.
A list of things that inspires me to buy something...

Patterns & Colors;
Leopard
Zebra/Tiger
Black
Red
Marine Blue
Certain Purple
Polkadot
Checkered (School girls-style)

Detaljer;
Bows
Lace
Comic Tops
Cute Tops (Rainbows, cats, anime-inspired...)

Modeller;
High Waists
Tight

Nyckelplagg;
Skirts
Leggings & Kneesocks

Tillbehör;
Hair accessories (Hair clips, headbands...)
Waist belts
Bows & Ribbons

Köpställen;
New Yorker
H&M
Second Hand
Tradera

I don't have a so called style with other words.
I wear what I want to when I want to wear it.
So it's a very mixed style if anything.

Solitude, My Dearest Friend.

2009-07-31T10:35:00.000-07:00

[Music: Howard Shore - When Ginny Kissed Harry]
[Mood: Restless]

Two more from this session.

Click on them for larger size

More on

Rainy Days

2009-07-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

Stockholm. New Hair.

2009-07-30T11:26:00.000-07:00

I had a great time in Stockholm yesterday !!
I found a new bra and a cute top (see picture further down)
I'm very tired today after yesterday but it was of course, worth it.

My parents went to Helsinki today and are coming home on Saturday.
So I have the place to myself until then, probably longer since it seems
like they're going to the summer place the same day they come home.
I am used to it, I am home most of the Summer and I like it that way.

My sister called right after I had waved them good bye telling me to
get down to the hair saloon (she is a hairdresser) so she could fix my hair.
I of course happily skipped down in need of a hair cut and some new color.

Even if I look cranky in the after photo as well I am very happy with my new hair !!
I'm just so very tired today since the week has been early mornings
and lots of activity...I'm not used to it but am trying to adjust until school starts.

I bought lots of candy afterward so I'm going to watch a movie or two now :)

♥Hayden Panettiere♥

2009-07-30T10:30:00.000-07:00

Two blends with the beauitful Hayden Panettiere.
I love working with her in photoshop, she's so amazingly beautiful ♥

Click on them for actual size

Miniature Horses ♥

2009-07-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

This was the first time I ever photographed horses.
They're taken on Midsummer, this year.

How To Make Eyes "Pop"

2009-07-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

Please note that this is my very first tutorial I've done.
So I am sorry if some things are a bit confusing...
If you have any questions, just ask in a comment.

The letter in () are the shortcut to the tool needed.
I'm using Adobe Photoshop Elements 2.0.
But it should be pretty much the same in every Photoshop, even CS.

Choose the picture you want.
Now zoom in on the eyes, either using the zoom tool (z) or hit ctrl+.

Choose the Lasso Tool, make sure it's set on Magnetic Lasso Tool.
You just right click on the Lasso Tool and choose Magnetic.

Once you have the Magnetic Lasso Tool chosen make sure it's
set on Add To Selection and that Feather is on 5px.

Now it's time to select those eyes in order to make them "pop" later !!
By choosing the setting Add to selection you can mark the other eye
without un-marking the first one you marked.
Just make a start point at the outline of the iris and then you follow it.

Don't worry if it doesn't become perfect with the selection,
we're going to take care of that in step four.

Hm, that doesn't look good, now does it ? Not to worry !!
Choose the Selection Brush Tool (A) and just fix it.

Now when you have the eyes selected you're going to copy them
and make a new layer with that copy.
Just hit ctrl+c and then ctrl+v.
Tips; Have the Move Tool (V) selected when doing this.

You should now have a new layer, being the eyes alone.

Go to Filter Meny -> Other -> Highpass

I personally prefer to have it set on 20 pixels.
But you can of course try your way forward to see what you want.

Looks a bit... bad right now.
This is where you make the Eyes layer set on Soft Light.

And you're done !!

If you are thinking "Hm, it doesn't look any diffirent..."
Just hide the eye layer and have a look. You can do this
by clicking on the "eye" to the left of the layer.

Hope it helped and have fun making those eye "pop" !! ^^

A Piece of Paris.

2009-07-27T09:56:00.000-07:00

Today I got up around 6AM because my baby Stampe was going
to the veterinary. Not to worry, his claws was just going to be trimmed.
Since he refuse me to do it, we go there about once/month.

After we got home and he'd calmed down my dad took me and mom
out for a ride. We went to several places, one being a thrift store.

I found ribbons, a piece of Paris (wanted one forever) & a money pouch,
at that thrift store. I wish I'd had the camera with me because it was in
the middle of no where, with beautiful nature all around. So very lovely.

I also found the most adorable pencil pouch (?) and a shirt with a unicorn on, I love unicorns.
Other then that I found (100) hairpins and a pair of white overknee socks.
I am so tired right now I could fall asleep right here. It's only 7PM haha.
I had a very nice day so I don't mind. I am actually going to Stockholm on
Wednesday with my mom, my aunt and my sister...to do some serious shopping.

Don't worry about the category part of the meny, it will fill out as we go.

The Brown Eyed Girl.

2009-07-26T22:08:00.000-07:00

I took new self-portraits the other day and I am happy with them.

My personal favorites is the first one and the last one.
What I like most about them is that they are showing me, a lot.

More on Flickr.

The new layout will soon be done, as well as the header.

A new start on the way.

2009-07-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

Hello dearies !!
I know I have seemed to be dead, but I am not.
I haven't had the inspiration to write in this blog lately to be honest.
But I feel like returning now. To make a new start since all of my friends
do not know Swedish, most of them don't actually.

A new layout will soon be up along with new categories.
I just have to see Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince a 3rd time first.
And along with all of that I will start posting tutorials on random things.
Such as; Photography (along with editing), Photoshop, Craft and more.

I will not put the previous post in the new categories, it is to much work.
I might to in on a boring rainy day later on. We just have to wait and see.

I got into the school I applied to, starting August 17th.
I am very happy about it, looking forward to it as well!

Well, I'll see you when we have a new start lovelies :)

Canon Powershot SX10 IS. Photo Blog.

2009-06-07T04:34:00.000-07:00

The day before yesterday my father bought a new camera.
It's a Canon Powershot SX10 IS (!) and I am very very happy.
I, being his very spoiled daughter, can of course borrow it any time.

This is just a little preview, they are un-edited.

The reason I'm just posting a preview is because I will not edit or
create things in photoshop until I have a new computer screen.
My current computer screen is crap. What looks brilliant on mine,
looks crap on yours. Because yours obviously work when it comes
to colors and brightness (+other things). There for I will put those
things on hold. Cross your fingers that a new computer screen comes soon.

Speaking of photography. I have a Photo Blog over at Livejournal now.
I created a community, LaylaBlackIcons, where I post my icons while
I use my main account Layla_Black as a Photo Blog now. Loving it too.

♥ Makes My Inside Purr ♥

2009-05-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

Bows. On Clothes, in my hair, draw them, make them, buy them.
On Jewelery, in graphics, the word...But you probably knew that one.

Thrifting. I had this hobby when I was much younger but I lost
it on the way some how. It's back and I didn't realize until now just
how much I've missed it, it was a lot.
Finding something precious to you for almost no money.
That is happiness my friends, so much happiness.

Movienights. Night when you just eat snacks & candy.
Drink coca-cola or something other yummy while watching a movie
that makes your heart go boom boom. It's lovely according to me.

Craft. Make a jewelery, sew something (I've learned!! :D), make a
card for someone special on their special day. Re-make something ugly
into something pretty and cute.
Buy new supplies and decorations is lovely as well, don't you think? ^^

Tradera. A Swedish auction site where I make many business. I love
the thrill to make bids and even more to win something I really really want.
To sell what I do not want to someone who really wants it, and make some money.

Blogs. To find a blog where it's love at first sight is something special.
A great start for a good day is a cup of coffee while reading the blogs you follow.
It's also a great way to end your day before going to sleep. I love finding new blogs.

Apologies & Thrifting.

2009-05-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry that I haven't written anything for quite some time now.
The reason is that I haven't had anything to write about, it would
have been about rants and such. So I decided to let it rest until I had
something to write about. I don't want this blog to be filled with things
that isn't something to write about, or about my depression...

I thought I would show you my latest finds from the local Thrift Store.
I've started to visit it at least once every week, mostly two.

The Prettiest little pink tin/can (?) I adore it.

A lovely green bow tie I'm going to make into a hair clip.

A pretty yellow bow hair clip. It's much prettier IRL.

Another bow hair clip. I love it, I love that color ♥

Golden buttons with anchors on them. I've looked after buttons
like these for I don't know how long. And there they where ♥
Also bought a tray with strawberries on it.

I hope that you all are well and having the same great weather that I have ♥

♥ Redhead ♥

2009-05-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today I went to my sister who was bored at work.
We lightened up my hair (that was very dark mostly).
I was Spike blond for about 10 min in some places.

Then we put in the new hair dye. Waited until it was done.
I also got my eyebrows fixed and dyed :)

Rosa (Pink) was bored as well, she made her hair curly & pretty.

And then I was a redhead again ♥ I am in love with it, so happy.
My sister also cut it just a little to make it easier to fix, that is love.

I love red hair. I love having red hair. It makes me so happy ♥

Fairytale Forest.

2009-05-04T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today I had a meeting again with my psychologist. It was...nice.
We have a plan on how to handle my depression this time and how
to make me learn to handle it in the future. It feels good knowing she
will still be there helping me after the Summer when I start school again.

I bought a black&white polkadot ribbon today and I love it so much.
They had the same one but in a pink background, also a brown one.
I'm thinking about to buy at least the pink&white ribbon, it was so cute.

When I came home a few hours later I grabbed my camera and took
a long nice walk. I ended up in a forest, as I always do. I love Spring
so much, it's so magical in a strange but normal way. That made no sense...
The photograph above is my favorite one from all the ones I took today.

I am uploading 100 pictures right now that I'm going to order prints of.
During the time I'm drinking my coffee and surfing around on Flickr.

The Kings And Queens Of Old.

2009-04-30T01:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday on my daily walk, which is great with Spring, I
ended up in the forest where I used to play as a little girl.
I sat down on a bench and tied pretty bows from ribbons I
had lying in my bag. I love my polka dot ribbon, it's adorable ♥

While tying ribbons I listened to The Narnia soundtracks and
thought about the days I used to run around and play in the
very same forest. Batman-games where Batman loved me and
not Catwoman, how The Joker was after me because he was evil.
I also used to play I had a castle in the mountains there with my
very own unicorn instead of a horse. Children's fantasy are amazing.

Taken Sunday when I played around in the forest with Elenor.
You all know how much I adore Harry Potter by now ♥
That was also my outfit for the day (minus the wand hehe)

Today it is Walpurgis. Swedish tradition to welcome the Spring.
We pretty much get drunk, make a big fire and celebrate it.
I myself do not drink alcohol so I'm staying home tonight. I'm
going to watch movies and eat loads of candy, spend time with
my dad as well who is home the whole night, by the look of things.

I don't mind it, I just don't feel being around very drunk people
when I'm 100 % sober myself. I'm allergic to alcohol you see...
I'll look forward to Saturday instead. I'm finally seeing Wolverine then.

Bloglovin.

2009-04-26T03:50:00.000-07:00

Follow my Blog with Bloglovin

A Bridge Filled With Candy.

2009-04-26T03:18:00.000-07:00

My sisters cat Ronny. He is so beautiful and adorable.

Yesterday I went to my sisters place. We also went to Candy Bridge
before we drove over to her place. It is what it sounds like. A bridge
filled with delicious candy. I bought a lot of candy and it will take me
weeks to eat it all. I might have to share with the people I meet lol.

We ate tacos for dinner, I love tacos. After that we watched the movie
"Dark Floors". A really bad horror movie that I will never see again.
It's so hard to find a good horror movie, even harder to find a horror
movie that actually scare you. It's frustrating since I love horror movies.

Today I wont do that much. My allergies is really bad today and I have
hardly any strength because of it. I'll make some hair bows, maybe a
necklace as well and just listen to good music. Regina Spektor & Cat Power.

Pretty Bows & Silent Notes.

2009-04-24T03:10:00.001-07:00

I know I haven't been around when it comes to the blog, I do have a reason.
I don't want my english blog to be about my depression and things around it.
And then there's the Spring. The lovely Spring that I've longed for is here !!
The weather is amazing and it's warm outside. I have to take long walks now,
I have to lay down in the grass while dreaming away to Neverland or Narnia.
So that's another reason it has been silent in the blog...But it is what it is.

I've quit smoking. Which is shocking both to me and those around me.
I've smoked for about 10 years and a few days ago I just got tired of it.
I threw my cigarettes in the toilet and flushed it, haven't bought any new
ones either. I have on the other hand taken like two from my dad at night.
But that's two cigarettes in 4 days !! I'm used to 20 cigarettes / day...
So yes, I am proud of myself and hoping it will continue on going this well.
I'm already noticing how much money I'll save thanks to this.

At the moment I'm having my first cup of coffee for today while planning
on how to get money until tomorrow. I'm craving to go treasure hunting.
With other words, go to Second Hand stores all day long until I'm going to
my sisters place. We're having movie night tomorrow, probably spending
the night as well. It will be loads of fun. Oh well, I'll see what happens with
the money finding thing hehe. Hope you're having great weather, like me !!

Sleepy Hollow Blend.

2009-04-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

I still got it =^.^=

The last 1-2 weeks I've been listening to the Sleepy Hollow soundtrack a lot.
I adore Danny Elfman, I adore Tim Burton and Sleepy Hollow is one of my
favorite movies through time, I love it so much. So I made a blend today.
I am so pleased with it and it is the first time that happens for a very long time,
since my inspiration when it comes to Photoshop is pretty much stuck.

But I still got it and it does mean the world to me to be honest.
Hopefully I can manage to break some inspiration free again soon.

Style. Allergies. Sisters.

2009-04-12T02:36:00.000-07:00

What I wore, Friday April 10th.

Leather Jacket. Comic Hoodie. Wolverine T-shirt.
Green Shorts. 2-colored tights. Waist-Belt. Pretty Shoes.
Themes; The Joker, X-men & Batman.

My style is very random. I can go from goth to innocent girl in 24 hours.
Probably because I don't have a so called style. I wear what I want, when I want.
Last Friday I wanted something comfortable but comic-related...It became random.
The Joker on half the body, Wolverine on the middle and the head became Batman.
Most people don't see it until I tell them what the days theme is, some do know...

It's Easter and most people would probably write what they've done to celebrate.
But since my family doesn't do that not much has happened for me this Easter.
My mother has bad memories from when she was a child during Easter so we
never celebrated it while growing up (me & my sister). But I don't mind really.
I didn't like candy as a child so I preferred getting earrings like we did instead.

My allergies has started to make it self known. I hate it so much, it's frustrating !!
I've never had problems in my whole life but last year I got the allergies-hit haha.
And this year it's starting earlier and worse than last year...The things that makes
the whole thing worse is that I don't have my medicine for it yet...
I can get it on Tuesday. I need them now because I am not in shape what so ever.

My sister called me earlier today, asking if I wanted to do something with her and
her boyfriend later today. We decided to buy lots of candy and watch a bunch of movies.
I want to so much (I also said yes) but right now my body is screaming at me.
It's screaming because it's exhausted already from the allergies, I suppose it's that.
We'll see what happens. I have about 2 hours to feel if I can manage the whole thing.

Orla Kiely ♥

2009-04-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Since I'm lacking the inspiration to write
right now, it happens sometimes.
I'll post these lovely clothes from Orla Kiely.
I LOVE the clothes & everything else.
If I could I would buy one of each.

Stumbling Around in My Solitude.

2009-04-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

This is what I have on today.

Wow, I haven't posted here for some time now. The Spring has finally arrived
so I've been caught up in that to be honest. Enjoying the sun and the warm weather.
You hardly need a jacket on during the days anymore. I'm so shocked by it haha.
One day it was snow and freezing cold. Then I woke up the next day & hello Spring !!

Today it's my grandmothers birthday, also my sisters boyfriend is getting older today.
So right now I'm waiting for it to be time to leave to go to my sisters place. Yaaay !!

My Grimmjow Figure has of course arrived already, over a week ago actually.
And I can tell you that I'm even more in love with it now when I have it at home.
Every time I look to my left from here I see him and I just shine of happiness.
It's amazing what so called small things can do. I love that about "obsessions".

Well, I'm going to go back to listening to Cat Power while waiting for it to be time to
leave and take a long walk over to my sister. I might post again today, we'll see.

Wednesday Wishes.

2009-03-25T11:14:00.000-07:00

...That is was Spring so I can wear my beautiful red coat, I love my red coat.
But also so I can go out in a skirt or dress without thinking "I'm going to die...".
I am so sick of the snow and the cold !! I want a warm sun and colors around me.

...That I could find the family for me in England already.
I am planning to go away as an Summer Au Pair this Summer and that's the reason.
It's not just to pack your things and be on your way. You have to find the right family.
I have my eyes on England because I love that country as my own, I miss it so much.
So keep your fingers crossed that I'll find the perfect family for me this year...

Those two are my only wishes this week.
Because they are so big they push out all the others.
Especially the second one, please let me find the right one.

Grimmjow is coming home.

2009-03-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

I got up early this morning determined to win an auction on Tradera.
I fought with all I had and in the end I did win, got it really cheap too.
The object was a 13 cm Grimmjow Figure that I fell for when I first saw it last week.
I worked so hard to save money for it in that short time and I did it !! So very happy !

Grimmjow Jeagerjaques is my number one favorite character when it comes to Bleach,
he's my number one around anime. I adore him and it's so hard to get merchandise with him.
But soon my baby will be coming home to me at last and I am so hyper right now haha.

Some people like to buy old things for their home in order to decorate it.
I buy merchandise that's close to my home, like Grimmjow stuff if I can find it.
My most precious merchandise is my Lord Voldemort wand (see picture above)
that I got for Christmas 2007 from my best friend Wookie, I seriously cried lol.
Most things around it is Harry Potter. It's the easiest to get in Sweden and such,
also it is one of my biggest so called obsessions. But the Bleach part is growing fast...
And I got a feeling that I will grow even faster now when I've found that girl on Tradera.
I got a little inside information that she'll probably get Grimmjow and Ulquiorra plushies.

So when the day comes when I show you around my home, by video or pictures, be
ready to see merchandise instead of decoration stuff like books and such ^.^
Not that books and other things is wrong, I found it to be very beautiful as well !!
Only that, I prefer the merchandises over that. Everyone is different.

F is for Family&Friendship.

2009-03-24T03:29:00.000-07:00

F is for Family&Friendship

The Alphabet Project, A-Z

E is for Eye.

2009-03-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

E is for Eye

The Alphabet Project, A-Z

Friday Obsessions.

2009-03-20T15:32:00.000-07:00

Another from the "Blood Bath"

...Hannibal Series. I've re-watched (almost, I'll get to it) all the Hannibal movies.
I am a huge fan of them and I never get tired of the movies no matter how much I watch them.
I myself prefer the second version of Red Dragon so I haven't seen the first version.
Also I haven't watched Hannibal either because I can't find my DVD. It's breaking my heart.
One thing besides the character Hannibal Lecter I love is the music, so beautiful.

...Bleach as in the anime show. Bleach is my number one anime and has been for years.
I must have my new episode every Wednesday or my whole day is ruined.
I've watched all the episodes with my favorite character Grimmjow along with all of the
episodes with Kenpachi and of course Aizen. Can it please be Wednesday now ?

...My bunny Stampe. I have been so addicted to him this whole week it's scary lol.
He always follow me around and of course I let him when we're alone at home during day.
But this week I've had him in my arms almost the whole time, skipping TV shows so that
I can lay down and cuddle with him. I love my baby boy so damn much.

That's about is for this week.
I've been to busy with those to have more.
Bleach alone took away my whole Thursday.
And Stampe was of course with me then too.

Blood Bath.

2009-03-19T08:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday while I was waiting for my bath to get ready I took some new self-portraits. I used my fake blood that I have as you can see.
It became a blood bath because working with fake blood is as very messy business.
Probably the reason why most people choose to have no clothes on while doing that.
If the clothes get stained by the fake blood it's almost impossible to get rid of.
I got a few good ones, one of them is the one above but someone once told me that during a photo shoot a photographer is happy to get 1 out of 200 pictures that's good so yeah.

I've mostly watched old Bleach episodes today, my favorite anime show.

I looooove it !!

When I haven't done that I've spent time with Stampe, he demanded attention like always. But it's my doing since I've spoiled him a lot.
Tomorrow my friend Elenor is coming over and staying the night.
Haven't seen her for ages so I'm looking forward to it.

I've also searched through Flickr (big surprise) after people who seem to know swaps. So I've actually sent a few of them mails over there where I ask how the whole thing works. Hopefully I'll get a reply from at least one, because as you know I really want to start too.

Flickr Love.

2009-03-18T14:08:00.000-07:00

First time doing this, thought it was about time.
1. Show your buttons Sunday!, 2. baking goodies!!, 3. My room in spring, 4. Our Guest Room- AKA MY ROOM, 5. 4100 pages, 6. I wear white bows (365/357), 7. Sewing Spot, 8. The Posie studio, repainted and reorganized at last!, 9. The Posie studio, repainted and reorganized at last!, 10. i believe in, 11. enchantedbook, 12. windowsill, 13. kelly'sworkspace001, 14. trinkets001, 15. jewelsinceramicware, 16. cup of tea, 17. january2409, 18. the witch, 19. magical powers, 20. strange smells, 21. magical object, 22. clair de lune, 23. Playful, 24. Is it safe to wear in the rain, is the question..., 25. ♥ crap on my desk ♥

C is for Cat

2009-03-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

C is for Cat

The Alphabet Project, A-Z

Wednesday Wishes.

2009-03-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

...I had a digital system camera. I have an analog system camera and I love it so much. But it would be more fun and easier with a digital.
Most pictures I take with my digital camera, Kodak EasyShare V1003. It's awesome.
But imagine the happiness with a digital system camera. When I finally get one or buy it
I will cry of happiness for sure. I long for that day to come, hopefully it will come soon.

...I had the guts to start with swaps online all over the world. It would be so much fun & I would get things I can't get a hold of in Sweden as well.
But I am to afraid to get tricked, mess up from my side and so on that I don't...
And the part where I have no clue to even get started kind of stands in the way too.

...I had a new computer screen. Yes, mine is very old and it's falling apart.
It will soon stop working and it will break my heart, I will cry because of it to be honest.
My mom has promised me a flat screen...but it never comes 0.0 *cries a little now*
The colors are completley fucked up on this one, very dark, it sometimes stop working.

...That I could travel the world right now. Or just a few places like;
London (I miss London), New York, Paris, Australia, New Zeeland, Tokyo...
I can go on and on writing down all the places of this world I want to visit before I die.

...That I had my own place. Right now I'm living with my parents...
It's frustrating !! Everyone is getting their own place and here I am, stuck back home.
I want my own apartment to decorate. My privacy. I want to have my two cats damn it.

2009-03-17T17:03:00.000-07:00

It took a few hours longer for me to get back after my bath...
I decided to finally watch Australia, I've wanted to see it for some time now.
That movie is so amazing, I love it so much and I can assure you I will see it again.
The beautiful Nicole Kidman and the very sexy Hugh Jackman completed the movie.
My god Hugh is so sexy in a beard...I thought I would die of him.
In the beginning it was the same thing as always with seeing Hugh Jackman...
I wanted to watch one of the X-men movies just seeing him 2 seconds.
Me and my sister calls it the Wolverine Syndrome. She gets the same craving haha.
Hugh Jackman is one of my favorite actors and Nicole Kidman one of my favorite actresses.
So it was a good combination as the lead stars in the movie, they look perfect together.
I still want to see an X-men movie, thinking of doing that even if it's over 1 am...

I was to the second hand store today again, same as last times. I found two things.
A bag that I'm going to re-make, so it's my first sewing project...scary but true.
I also found a grey skirt, simple and beautiful. I loved it and since it was my size I bought it.
I'll show you pictures of it and the other clothes I bought last week (doing laundry tomorrow).
I tried to find some buttons for the bag as well (I have the result in my head) but no luck...

Tuesday Loving.

2009-03-17T16:48:00.000-07:00

...Cat Power. I discovered her when I saw the movie V for Vendetta since the song
I Found a Reason is in that movie. I looked her up and fell in love with more songs she's
made, I now own all of her cd's. Her song touches my heart and soul, makes me calm.

...My new tights, that's two-colored. I've wanted the black/white ones for a very long time.
But every time I found them, my size was already gone. I finally found them a few days ago.
It made me very happy and now I love them even more then before.

...YouTube. Great site for so many different things. I've found great tutorials for sewing
this last week that's helped me a lot in the learn-to-sew mission I've started.
Also for trailers for the many movies I'm longing to see. And of course the vlogs of awesome
people over there. There's so much that makes me smile on that website.

...Twilight. I love the movie, haven't read the books. The movie is so beautiful and
peaceful somehow. I don't know if it's the music (wonderful) or the whole story.
It's probably a mix of both in the end. Whatever it is I love the movie. Truly amazing.

...These music brushes I found on Obsidian Dawn I fell in love in them at first sight and made this little piece straight after I had them downloaded, I'm pleased with it to be honest.
I'm sure I'll use them many more times. You should check it out, there's much more there.

What I Wore [090317]

2009-03-17T16:39:00.000-07:00

Catwoman Top from Cubus.

Skirt from Cubus.
Two-Colored tights from Lindex.
Unicorn Necklace from Glitter.

Better picture of the necklace.
I love my unicorn necklace.

B is for Bunny.

2009-03-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

B is for Bunny

The Alphabet Project A-Z

I will be back later with Tuesday Loving and a few details about today.
I'm just going to take a needed relaxing long warm bath first. See you soon

Clair de Lune

2009-03-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

A is for Alone.

2009-03-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

I decided to jump on

The Alphabet Project.
You have a photo that stands for
one of the letter of the alphabet, A-Z.
Many is doing it and have done it before.
I thought I would start with this one before
I jump on the 365 days project.

A is for Alone
This will also be posted on my Flickr,
follow it and watch it grow.

Sea of Love.

2009-03-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

Me & Athena.

A true cuddle monster.

Sitting drinking my tea in my room right now with a very playful bunny in here.
Stampe is out and about, having his race between the kitchen and my room.
I don't get how something with so short legs can run so surprisingly fast 0.0

I might as well say right away that the little monkey on the picture above
is not a pet of mine. It's taken at a zoo I visit now and then, mostly to photograph.
That year this little monkey fell for me and she still comes to say hello as an adult.
I named her Athena instead of calling her Little Monkey when she comes.

I want to start with swaps online from all over the world. But I don't know how...
And I'm a bit lame because I'm a bit scared to start doing it haha. What if I get tricked.
We'll see what happens with that, maybe I'll ask one of my friends from online to start with.

New This Week.

2009-03-15T06:10:00.001-07:00

Cigarette Box that I found in a Second Hand store.
Two Bottles that I found in a Second Hand store, for a photography project.
Two-Colored Tights, one black leg and one white leg. I love them !!
A Storage Box for all the future buttons and such I'm planning to buy.
A Hello Kitty Money-Box that I got from my dear friend Wookie. Thank you :3
Two Beautiful Headbands, one green & one blue. I just had to have them.
A Black Vest I found in a Second Hand Store (no picture yet, in the laundry).
A Adorable Top with a ribbon I found in a Second Hand Store (no picture yet, in the laundry).

Sunday Cravings.

2009-03-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

...These lovely tights I saw on this blog. It was love at first sight.

...This Marvel Group Tee. I love to wear tops and such with Comic print on it.
Especially from Marvel, and especially X-men hehe. I have a few but I want many more.

...These Harry Potter related clothes. Huge Harry Potter fan and huge Slytherin lover.
Sadly it's very hard, if not impossible, to get a hold of this sort of clothes in Sweden.

Home Sweet Home.

2009-03-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

I came home a little over an hour ago from Wookies place, my dearest friend.
I went there yesterday to stay the whole weekend but I had a breakdown today so I wanted to go home earlier. He was sweet and gave me a ride because the bus had stupid times. Thank you !!
Wookie gave me the most adorable money-box yesterday. Yes, I am a Hello Kitty lover hehe.
I am in love with it and I've already put money in it. It will be great for my saving to be honest.
Thank you so much Wookie !! I love you and I am so grateful for everything you do for me.

I found a few small things during my short time there but haven't taken pictures of it yet.
So I'll do that later when I'm...well when I'm not dead tired ready to drop dead.

Right now I'm drinking coffee while surfing Flickr. After I've finished my coffee I'm taking a bath, I need one to relax right now and am longing for it. Stampe is very happy to have his mommy home, as always lol. He's addicted to me, almost to much for his own good...

Friday Obsessions.

2009-03-13T14:06:00.000-07:00

[Photo Credit]

Watching movies from the past. I have been watching movies from my past a lot lately.
The Last Unicorn, The Addams Family, Legend, Wizard of Oz and a lot more. I love it.
It brings back so much memories and makes me all warm & happy inside.

X-men. Always an obsession since I was a little girl but it's been more the last week.
With the newest animated show Wolverine and The X-men and all the new pictures and stuff coming out around X-Men Origins: Wolverine it's just hitting overload by now. Gambit, wohoo !!

Twitter. When I first heard about it I didn't get how everyone was so crazy about it.
Then I got an account during The Oscars and now I am hooked. I love it, it's insane !!
You can of course add me there as well, there's a link in the meny to the right.

Flickr. I have my up and down with this site. The last week I've spent a lot of time in there.
Getting inspiration, love and being amazed how amazing so many of the members are.
There's a link to my account in the meny to the right.

Thursday Planning.

2009-03-12T09:09:00.000-07:00

[Photo Credit]

Mostly boring and future planning.
Things that I have to get done soon
but also thing I don't need to panic over.

Book a meeting with a student council and have a talk.
Get some things straight, so I know I've understood some things rigt.

After the meeting. Decide on what to do and then send in my application
to the school I want to study at after the Summer. Needs to be done before May 15.

Start with my daily long walks again. Even if the weather is Winter Wonderland.
I need to start moving around again. Not just sit and do nothing, because it sucks.

Try to get my stuff sold I want to sell so I can buy new clothes.

Buy a good notebook for my inspiration book so I can get started with that.

Planning & Thoughts.

2009-03-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

[Photo Credit]

As I wrote before in my Wednesday Wishes I can't sew at all, seriously I can not.
Mostly because my teacher in it (both times) has been bitches. They made me
not want to go there because they where mean to pretty much everyone...
My mother has said she can teach me but we never get there.
So now I have taken the thing in my own hands, I went to YouTube and looked up tutorials for sewing, they are many for both beginners and of course more advanced ones.

I am a very creative person and I want to expand my knowledge in that area even more.
I decided to take the step and go with sewing this time, last time it was photography.
The time before that it was Photoshop...I want to create things with my hands now.

I think it can help me with my depression as well on top of it all.
Working with your hands is a great stimulation for your brain after all.

Wednesday Wishes

2009-03-11T08:08:00.000-07:00

...I could sew. I honestly can't even sew on a button. I'm ashamed for how bad I am.
But then again, I can't do anything in this area so it's not even enough to be bad at i :(
So, I wish I could sew. Any suggestions on books or websites that can help me get started ?

...I could go back to May 5th 2007 when I met James Marsters.
It was my biggest dream come true and what an amazing feeling that is.
That memory will always be with me, it will always make me smile and fight.

...Sometimes I lived in a diffirent country. Like England, Japan or Australia.
Even New York some days. I love to meet new people and try new things.
I will live in at least one of the countries some day. Even if it's not forever.

...I had a cat, or two. I live with my parents still and my mom is allergic.
Don't get me wrong, I love my bunny Stampe but I adore/love and almost breath for cats.
I of course adore/love and almost breath for Stampe as well, he's my baby boy.
Almost all of my friends has at least one cat and I would be lying if I said I wasn't jealous.

...My inspiration could come back. It's almost killing me not to have any.

Make me Smile. Crack me Up.

2009-03-10T11:26:00.000-07:00

[Made by Me]

I went to the Second Hand shop that's open every Tuesday and Saturday
with my mother today after we had dinner with my father.
It's named Öppen Hand (Open Hand) and it's small.
But they have a lot on that small space & you almost always find something, little or big.
All the money they earn in goes to help people around the world,
which makes it even better if your a good person, which I am lol.
Today I found a black vest, a black top with a ribbon,
an old cigarette case in silver and two small bottles.
The bottles if for a photography project I'm working on, I still need more things for it...
I don't have pictures of anything yet but I will take & upload some tomorrow of course.

[Photo Credit]

Right now I'm drinking coffee and listening to Clair de Lune by The APM Orchestra
while I surf around on random pages.
Mostly Flickr and deviantART as always during these moments.
When I've finished my coffee I'm going to take my bath,
pour in some relaxing oils in the water.

Tuesday Loving.

2009-03-10T06:12:00.001-07:00

My new cell phone. I got a new cell phone Friday and then yesterday I got another new one. My dad is taking the other one of course, so I didn't get two. It's a Sony Ericsson W380 and I love it.
I have Supermassive Black Hole by Muse as my signal right now.

The Cherry Blossom Girl always put a smile to my face.
Her blog is my number one favorite.
I strongly recommend it from the bottom of my cute little heart.

Photography by Eugenio Recuenco. He is one of my favorite photographers in the whole world.
His Online Portofolio is so amazing I can be trapped in there for hours, even if I have so many times before.

Anna Lou of London. If I had the money for it I would seriously buy every single thing from there. So cute. So beautiful.
Truly amazing Jewellery, Bags and of course Hair Accessoaries.

X-men. May 1st is closing in fast and that means X-men Origins: Wolverine will finally be here. I love X-men. I have since I was a small child and it's just growing stronger and stronger still.
It never fails to make me smile. Even if an episode is sad I still smile after I'm done reading/watching.
And the best part of it all with the new movie that's coming, Gambit is finally in it !!

I Found an Angel.

2009-03-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

I found this little box in one of our storage rooms.

It's so beautiful and tiny that I died of smiling.
It now has a place in my room for the world to see.

It made me want to go to a Second Hand and
do some treasure haunting, so tomorrow I'll do just that.

Bread Baking, Twilight, Changes.

2009-03-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I was at my sisters place and baked bread

I'm actually pretty good at baking, shocking I know.
It was great to get some time spent with my sister, I love her so much.
It was also the first time I was there after Lillan passed away...
I didn't break apart as I thought I would.
But I did look around for her confused wondering where she was
more then once. It's normal when you're used to having someone there.
The bread turned out delicious and I ate it today for breakfast :3

I watched Twilight again last night
I love that movie, it's so beautiful in some way.
But I still don't get the whole "Edward is a hottie!!".
I find him to be beautiful. Not hot and sexy.
James on the other hand is dead sexy.

As you can see the blog has a new name.
Fairytales & Dreams
Also a new header, nothing advanced...
I'm going to fix the meny after my walk (:

Fairytales & Dreams.

2009-03-07T05:10:00.001-08:00

I love pictures like these
That makes you feel like you've walked into
a fairytale or a beautiful dream of some sort.

Annie Leibovitz; The Wizard of Oz

2009-03-06T10:49:00.000-08:00

I love Annie Leibovitz !!
Her work is so amazing that it can kill.
My favorite so far is The Wizard of Oz she did for Vogue.
The beautiful Keira Knightley was the model.

Long Time, No Read.

2009-03-06T08:04:00.000-08:00

It's been over a month since I last posted here.

A lot has happen, mostly sad things.
Hades has passed away, my gerbil.
But he was old so it was expected, I was ready for that.

February 10th my heart died
Lillan, my favorite cat in the whole wide world
was put down because she was very ill.
There was nothing the could do and it was the best.
But still my heart aches every day still, I miss her.
I loved her more then I love most humans.
And I will always love her that much.
Many of you have seen her, read about her for years.
The thought of never to be able to hold her again.
To never see her come running when I come to my sisters,
to never ever have her in my arms while I sleep...
It makes me cry because she was my heart, it's gone now.

I've contacted my old psychologist and I have a meeting
with her on Wednesday 10 am, I need that.
My depression has been back for months now and it
is time I do something about it.

I've also filled in an application.
So I'm starting school again after the summer.
I'm looking forward to that to be honest.
I'm sick of not doing anything.

Hopefully I'm back here, you never know ;)
I probably am.

Lillan & Ronny, Jan 26th 2009.

2009-01-26T11:37:00.000-08:00

...5 pictures from today...

I spent my day at my sister place looking after
my adorable kitty cats Lillan and Ronny.
I'm going back tomorrow (:

Mára aurë (:

2009-01-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

I got up around 10 am today.

After the phone had rung like a million times.
I still don't know who it was...(?)

I spent my night watching all The Lord of The Rings movies.
So yeah, I'm really tired today to be honest xD
I'd forgotten how emotional those movies make me,
I break into tears at the wrong places for sure haha.

Today I'm meeting my sister (:
I'm going to be at her work around 4 pm,
then we're going to take a walk ^.^
I love her so much, she's my personal star :3

I've started to learn elvish once again (Quenya).
I used to be really kick ass on it but lost interest.
But I caught it right back up again a few days ago.
Pedich Edhellen?

It's mostly to have something to do when I'm restless.
But it's also a lot of fun and very interesting :D

Nai haryuvalyë melwa rë.

January 20 2009.

2009-01-20T03:35:00.000-08:00

Today I'm spending some time with my sister (:
We're going to take a coffee down town ^^
Then we're coming home to me.

It's raining outside, it's disgusting !!
I wished the snow away and got rain .__.
Can I please take my wish back...?

I'm updating some stuff over at my deviantART
since my photography and photoshopping is
pretty much gone right now, bluah.
I've stopped doing pretty much everything I love doing.
Depression is a bitch.

I'm going to try and squeeze some inspiration out of me
and get a new layout for this blog, it's about time.

Slytherin Photo <3

2009-01-15T03:44:00.000-08:00

What Was That Spell Again ?

33 Icons (:

2009-01-11T04:00:00.000-08:00

See Rest of The Icons Over Here.
(Stock, Bleach, Supernatural & Heroes)

Sunday Jan 11th 2009.

2009-01-11T03:54:00.001-08:00

Today is Sunday, which means relaxing for most people.
But I have loads and energy, so far it's a good day.
So I'm trying to get my best friend Wookie here.
So that I can buy him coffee and then force him
to drive me to Ö&B. Keep your fingers crossed.

The biggest company source this week has been from Stampe.
So I'm in need for some human company haha.
Speaking of Stampe. My mom found our version of Bambi
yesterday and cuddled it because of the picture of Thumper.
Stampe means Thumper in swedish, so he's named after him.
And people wonder where my weirdness comes from?
Seriously, it's pretty obvious for sure.

13 Icons.

2009-01-09T08:36:00.001-08:00

See the rest over here

Yay, I've started making icons again :D

My Latest Obsession

2009-01-08T13:16:00.000-08:00

...My Latest Obsession...

Dream Away.

2009-01-07T06:58:00.000-08:00

(click on the picture for bigger size)
See more of my work at deviantART.

Inspiration. (2)

2009-01-06T05:36:00.000-08:00

...Inspiration...

All The Pictures Was Found At;

They Love Me, They Love Me Not...

2009-01-06T04:01:00.000-08:00

...They Love Me, They Love Me Not...

I'm having one of my bad days today, it sucks.
I just want to go back to bed and sleep.
It sucks. I'm so sick of this mess called my life.
I hate myself a bit for accepting it for what it is.
I hate that I'm not selfish enough to end this shitty life.
I never will end it, suicide is selfish and I'm not selfish !!
I will fight until I die a natural death. For them, it's all for them.

I'm going to isolate myself from the world today.
It usually helps even if it shouldn't.
Because during that time in solitude everything
just feels so amazing and bright, I feel happy.
Because I don't have to worry that they'll see how I
really feel about my life, myself and so many other thing.
I don't have to worry about breaking
down in tears in front of someone.
I don't have to smile a fake smile, it hurts so much inside doing that.
I love my solitude, I need it to survive.

A New DVD Player.

2009-01-05T07:05:00.000-08:00

Christmas year 2007 my sister and her boyfriend
got a DVD player with a USB port from my parents.
My dad promised me I would get one too when mine broke.

Mine broke the day before yesterday so I "stole"
my parents DVD player from the living room
because I have to watch at least one movie every day.
Yesterday my dad asked what my demands was on a new one.
I told him as long as it has a USB port I'm fine.
I got one today and I'm so happy :D
I know, I am very spoiled.
Thank you daddy !!

In This Hole.

2009-01-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

Taken January 19th 2008 by John.

I feel so down today, I have no idea why.
I just want to hide from the world and cry all day long.
Even if I have accepted that this is how my life is,
there this is a part of who I am it's still a hard life.
But it is my life and I'll do what I can with it.

Today I have to bring bang some rented movies.
So I'm bringing my camera with me to photograph.
No, still haven't photographed like I've said for days lol.
I'm also going to ask my mum if she can give me money
for a delicious coffee and something goody as well.
I like taking a coffee alone, just watching people.
Or read a magazine while drinking it.

Hopefully it will help me clear my overfilled mind
and make me feel less sad and angry.

I'm almost done with my new layout over at
Kitten Neverland
So that means a new layout here soon.

...Inspiration...

Credit goes to The Cherry Blossom Girl.
A Blog I started to follow a few weeks ago, I adore it.
Looking at her pictures makes my inspiration go wild.
I recommend it from the bottom of my heart (:

Solitude.

2009-01-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
(Evanescence - Solitude)

Not that much is happening today.
Just going to have a calm day filled with inspiration.
It's Sunday after all and on Sunday you relax :D
I am going to take a walk soon out in the snow,
the sun is out and it's very beautiful out there right now.
I love walking around in the winter sun, it's lovely.
Seems like that Cat Power and Evanescence will be
my so called choice of music for the day.
I've had the Twilight soundtracks as my music
for a very long time now, since I first saw the movie.

I like my solitude, I need my solitude.
I chose to be that kind of person because
that's the way I want my life mostly.
It's nothing wrong with that, right ?

Inspiration.

2009-01-03T16:57:00.000-08:00

...Inspiration...

Holy crap dude o.0

2009-01-03T01:44:00.000-08:00

The picture is not taken today.
It was taken year 2006 when we had a very hard winter.
Think it was the coldest winter in like 15 years o.0
See more of them at my deviantART.

It's snowing like hell outside, a lot has already come down
and a lot is still falling down towards the ground.
Right now it's Yay vs Euw for me haha.
Yay because it means new winter photography.
Euw because it means it's about to get even colder...
But it's nice, I can crawl up with a cup of tea wrapped in
a blanket later while watching the snow silently fall ^.^

Today I'm continuing with my room since I was
hardly home yesterday I didn't get to it.
Besides that not much is happening really o.0
Mostly because I'm not in the mood, so that's that.

I also am going to try and get a new layout for this blog
and of course my Swedish blog, hopefully today.
At least a new "info" thing to the right
since I'm not 20 anymore haha ;)