Wednesday Wishes.

...That is was Spring so I can wear my beautiful red coat, I love my red coat.
But also so I can go out in a skirt or dress without thinking "I'm going to die...".
I am so sick of the snow and the cold !! I want a warm sun and colors around me.

...That I could find the family for me in England already.
I am planning to go away as an Summer Au Pair this Summer and that's the reason.
It's not just to pack your things and be on your way. You have to find the right family.
I have my eyes on England because I love that country as my own, I miss it so much.
So keep your fingers crossed that I'll find the perfect family for me this year...

Those two are my only wishes this week.
Because they are so big they push out all the others.
Especially the second one, please let me find the right one.

Wednesday Wishes.

...I had a digital system camera. I have an analog system camera and I love it so much. But it would be more fun and easier with a digital.
Most pictures I take with my digital camera, Kodak EasyShare V1003. It's awesome.
But imagine the happiness with a digital system camera. When I finally get one or buy it
I will cry of happiness for sure. I long for that day to come, hopefully it will come soon.

...I had the guts to start with swaps online all over the world. It would be so much fun & I would get things I can't get a hold of in Sweden as well.
But I am to afraid to get tricked, mess up from my side and so on that I don't...
And the part where I have no clue to even get started kind of stands in the way too.

...I had a new computer screen. Yes, mine is very old and it's falling apart.
It will soon stop working and it will break my heart, I will cry because of it to be honest.
My mom has promised me a flat screen...but it never comes 0.0 *cries a little now*
The colors are completley fucked up on this one, very dark, it sometimes stop working.

...That I could travel the world right now. Or just a few places like;
London (I miss London), New York, Paris, Australia, New Zeeland, Tokyo...
I can go on and on writing down all the places of this world I want to visit before I die.

...That I had my own place. Right now I'm living with my parents...
It's frustrating !! Everyone is getting their own place and here I am, stuck back home.
I want my own apartment to decorate. My privacy. I want to have my two cats damn it.

Wednesday Wishes

...I could sew. I honestly can't even sew on a button. I'm ashamed for how bad I am.
But then again, I can't do anything in this area so it's not even enough to be bad at i :(
So, I wish I could sew. Any suggestions on books or websites that can help me get started ?

...I could go back to May 5th 2007 when I met James Marsters.
It was my biggest dream come true and what an amazing feeling that is.
That memory will always be with me, it will always make me smile and fight.

...Sometimes I lived in a diffirent country. Like England, Japan or Australia.
Even New York some days. I love to meet new people and try new things.
I will live in at least one of the countries some day. Even if it's not forever.

...I had a cat, or two. I live with my parents still and my mom is allergic.
Don't get me wrong, I love my bunny Stampe but I adore/love and almost breath for cats.
I of course adore/love and almost breath for Stampe as well, he's my baby boy.
Almost all of my friends has at least one cat and I would be lying if I said I wasn't jealous.

...My inspiration could come back. It's almost killing me not to have any.