Long Time, No See

Hello dearies,
how is life for you all?

Things has changed since my last post.
One of them being that I've once again quit school.
The reason for it is very personal and I'm having a really
hard time in my life right now. So I'm in a deep depression.
I don't want to tell the whole online-world what it is because
some things are just to personal. At least to me they are.
I will go back to school in the beginning of the next year
so this is just a break so that I'll get myself through this chaos.

If we look at this from the bright side it means I'll have more
time for the blog along with youtube. Tutorials and such too.
I will once again for a few months have time over for photography.
I need the bright side of things, it's my motivation to get a move on.

Oh, I'm 22 now by the way.
November 13th was my birthday :)

♥ Hello My Love

Hello There My Love...
It seems like every time I promise to get better at updating
it only gets worse. So from now on I will not make that promise.

Many things are new but many things are the same still as well.
I'm still fighting hard with school, it's a lot right now. Exams and such.
But it's going really well in all 3 classes that I'm taking this year :)

I have a new computer that is like 100 times better then my old one.
I can even play The Sims 3 all I want now. My old computer couldn't
even manage to let me play the first The Sims. That's how bad it was.
So yes, I am extremely happy over the new computer.

I've started using Tumblr and I use it a lot. Updates pretty much every
single day and it is a lot of updates when I have the time for it haha.
Maybe a bit to much now and then...But hey, I am addicted to it !!
So if you have one please add me, I promise daily updates (almost).

My health isn't the best right now. Something is up with my heart and
I am in the middle of doctors checking it out and taking lots of tests.
It's beating really weird all the time and has for a few months now.
The result is me being very exhausted all the time but I keep fighting.
I can't drink to much coffee and not eat to much liquorish...Things like that.
Liquorish makes your heart beat faster.

I'm sure there's lots I haven't written here but it's been some time since
I updated so yeah...I am not going to promise to get better because that
will not work, it will make it worse haha.

No Motivation At All...

As you can see the new layout is finally up :)
I've had so much studying this week on top of being ill (still)
that I haven't had the time to finish the layout until today.

I have no motivation what so ever to study today.
I don't know if it's the rain pouring down outside or if it's
because I'm been ill for over a week but still gone to school.
I just want to sit wrapped in a huge blanket drinking something arm
while I watch the Nightmare on Elm Street movies. Freddy Krueger FTW !!

A Slytherin Marauder

[Music: From Hell OST - In Memoriam]
[Mood: Tired]

"I solemnly swear I'm up to no good..."

"Mischief managed."

Magical Stop-Motion

[Music: James Marsters - Bad]
[Mood: Cold]

I couldn't sleep last night, so I put on a Slytherin inspired outfit
and took a bunch of photos. 365 to be exact...
I made a little stop-motion with them as well this morning.

This is my second stop-motion video I've made. I'm dying to do more.
I know many of the photos are blurry or have a lot of noise, both really.
But I kind of like it, sets a nice mood to the video :)

Kitten Style in Stop Motion.

[Music: Me coughing]
[Mood: Cold]

A little project I've worked on this week. It's my first try
with Stop Motion Animation so it's not brilliant to be honest hehe.
But I think good for my first try o.0

A little taste of what I can put on during a school day.
Minus the Hello Kitty Pajama...I hadn't get dressed & such yet there xD

I apologies for the random change of my eyes haha.
They change a lot between light and dark...

Hello Little Butterfly.

[Music: Billy Idol - White Wedding]
[Mood: Relaxed]

Today my friend Wookie is coming here and I am happy to get company !!
Wookie isn't just any friend, he is my very best friend in the whole world.
We're eating japanese food today, I am craving for some sushi. Yummy!!
With other words I need to clean up a bit in the apartment, but not much.
Also going to the summer place to see my parents for a few hours today.

And tomorrow Wookie, me, my sister and Peter are going to the zoo.
My favorite one called Kolmårdens Zoo !! I have permission from dad
to take his brilliantly awesome camera with me, so happy over that.

But that is not all. Yesterday I got a surprise video from Wookie,
that I'm not allowed to upload on the internet haha, about the trip next week.
We're going to a place called Noak's Arc !! It is a zoo as well and is about
5-6 hours away from here so we're spending the night at their hotel :)
We're going on the 11th next week and it's going to be so much fun too.
The nature around where we will live is so amazingly beautiful.

But I'm going to watch the new Bleach episode now and then clean a bit.

Let me...

[Music: Regina Spektor - The Sword & The Pen]
[Mood: Dreamy]

Play this while reading...



I wish I could dance with fairies all day long,
to feel happy and magical while we dance along.
I want to see the world, live in a new country once time a week.
I want to feel happiness in a new language that I seek.

Give me wings so I can fly high up in the sky, among all the clouds.
Give me strength so I can earn the money I need to travel all around.
I want to shop in Paris, live in England, go to Disney Land and meet my prince.
I want to dive in Australia and hike in New Zeeland. Travel around Scotland
and see all the castles. Visit Beyond Retro in London. Visit everything I want.

And when all of that is done and even more besides that...
Let me show you my world and life as I've seen it through my eyes.
Let me fill you with my adventures to spark up your dreams.
To give you fairytales and make you feel all magical inside.

Solitude, My Dearest Friend.

[Music: Howard Shore - When Ginny Kissed Harry]
[Mood: Restless]

Two more from this session.

Click on them for larger size

More on

The Brown Eyed Girl.

I took new self-portraits the other day and I am happy with them.





My personal favorites is the first one and the last one.
What I like most about them is that they are showing me, a lot.

More on Flickr.

The new layout will soon be done, as well as the header.

Slytherin Photo <3

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