Water Play.

[Music: James Marsters - Bad]
[Mood: Happy]

Yesterday at the zoo the tigers, especially this years cubs, where playful.
Kolmårdens Zoo work a lot with saving animals fighting for their place on
this planet and they are doing well. One of the projects is the Siberian Tiger.
I love watching them play. The cubs this year is doing very well :)
I sometimes watch them through the web cams they have set up there,
they are deadly adorable while playing in the snow !!

Today is my turn to play in the water as well. I'm going to the beach.
I'm going with my sister and Peter. I have packed a bunch of magazines.
I'm sure I'll have a nice and relaxing day.

Kolmårdens Zoo 2009

[Music: Regina Spektor - The Call]
[Mood: Exhausted]

I've had a great day today being at the zoo !!
It's been amazing weather all day, almost to amazing & warm.
We drank a lots of water but still I got a headache on the way home,
but not to worry, it is gone now since I took a nap hehe.

We managed to catch the bird-show they have there and as every year
it was truly amazing. I got a few amazing photographs and I recorded a bit.
So I'll put up a video or two later or in a day or two, along with more photos.

I am so tired right now I hardly know my name...
So I'll make this short and end here.

I'm going to drink my coffee and look through the new H&M magazine.
Did you have a good day?

Mornin' World !!

[Music: Red Tape - Agent Provocateur]
[Mood: Cheerful]

Just wanted to drop in and wish a Good Morning !! ^^
Since it is about 8AM in Sweden right now...

I'm going to the zoo today and the camera is indeed coming with me.
So a lot of animal & nature photographs will soon attack this blog !! :)

I have to go so I wont be late hehe.
I hope you all will have a wonderful day/night !!
Bye.

Hello Little Butterfly.

[Music: Billy Idol - White Wedding]
[Mood: Relaxed]

Today my friend Wookie is coming here and I am happy to get company !!
Wookie isn't just any friend, he is my very best friend in the whole world.
We're eating japanese food today, I am craving for some sushi. Yummy!!
With other words I need to clean up a bit in the apartment, but not much.
Also going to the summer place to see my parents for a few hours today.

And tomorrow Wookie, me, my sister and Peter are going to the zoo.
My favorite one called Kolmårdens Zoo !! I have permission from dad
to take his brilliantly awesome camera with me, so happy over that.

But that is not all. Yesterday I got a surprise video from Wookie,
that I'm not allowed to upload on the internet haha, about the trip next week.
We're going to a place called Noak's Arc !! It is a zoo as well and is about
5-6 hours away from here so we're spending the night at their hotel :)
We're going on the 11th next week and it's going to be so much fun too.
The nature around where we will live is so amazingly beautiful.

But I'm going to watch the new Bleach episode now and then clean a bit.

Stockholm. New Hair.

I had a great time in Stockholm yesterday !!
I found a new bra and a cute top (see picture further down)
I'm very tired today after yesterday but it was of course, worth it.

My parents went to Helsinki today and are coming home on Saturday.
So I have the place to myself until then, probably longer since it seems
like they're going to the summer place the same day they come home.
I am used to it, I am home most of the Summer and I like it that way.

My sister called right after I had waved them good bye telling me to
get down to the hair saloon (she is a hairdresser) so she could fix my hair.
I of course happily skipped down in need of a hair cut and some new color.

Even if I look cranky in the after photo as well I am very happy with my new hair !!
I'm just so very tired today since the week has been early mornings
and lots of activity...I'm not used to it but am trying to adjust until school starts.

I bought lots of candy afterward so I'm going to watch a movie or two now :)

♥ Redhead ♥

Today I went to my sister who was bored at work.
We lightened up my hair (that was very dark mostly).
I was Spike blond for about 10 min in some places.

Then we put in the new hair dye. Waited until it was done.
I also got my eyebrows fixed and dyed :)

Rosa (Pink) was bored as well, she made her hair curly & pretty.

And then I was a redhead again ♥ I am in love with it, so happy.
My sister also cut it just a little to make it easier to fix, that is love.

I love red hair. I love having red hair. It makes me so happy ♥

A Bridge Filled With Candy.

My sisters cat Ronny. He is so beautiful and adorable.

Yesterday I went to my sisters place. We also went to Candy Bridge
before we drove over to her place. It is what it sounds like. A bridge
filled with delicious candy. I bought a lot of candy and it will take me
weeks to eat it all. I might have to share with the people I meet lol.

We ate tacos for dinner, I love tacos. After that we watched the movie
"Dark Floors". A really bad horror movie that I will never see again.
It's so hard to find a good horror movie, even harder to find a horror
movie that actually scare you. It's frustrating since I love horror movies.


Today I wont do that much. My allergies is really bad today and I have
hardly any strength because of it. I'll make some hair bows, maybe a
necklace as well and just listen to good music. Regina Spektor & Cat Power.

Style. Allergies. Sisters.

What I wore, Friday April 10th.

Leather Jacket. Comic Hoodie. Wolverine T-shirt.
Green Shorts. 2-colored tights. Waist-Belt. Pretty Shoes.
Themes; The Joker, X-men & Batman.

My style is very random. I can go from goth to innocent girl in 24 hours.
Probably because I don't have a so called style. I wear what I want, when I want.
Last Friday I wanted something comfortable but comic-related...It became random.
The Joker on half the body, Wolverine on the middle and the head became Batman.
Most people don't see it until I tell them what the days theme is, some do know...

It's Easter and most people would probably write what they've done to celebrate.
But since my family doesn't do that not much has happened for me this Easter.
My mother has bad memories from when she was a child during Easter so we
never celebrated it while growing up (me & my sister). But I don't mind really.
I didn't like candy as a child so I preferred getting earrings like we did instead.

My allergies has started to make it self known. I hate it so much, it's frustrating !!
I've never had problems in my whole life but last year I got the allergies-hit haha.
And this year it's starting earlier and worse than last year...The things that makes
the whole thing worse is that I don't have my medicine for it yet...
I can get it on Tuesday. I need them now because I am not in shape what so ever.

My sister called me earlier today, asking if I wanted to do something with her and
her boyfriend later today. We decided to buy lots of candy and watch a bunch of movies.
I want to so much (I also said yes) but right now my body is screaming at me.
It's screaming because it's exhausted already from the allergies, I suppose it's that.
We'll see what happens. I have about 2 hours to feel if I can manage the whole thing.

Stumbling Around in My Solitude.

This is what I have on today.

Wow, I haven't posted here for some time now. The Spring has finally arrived
so I've been caught up in that to be honest. Enjoying the sun and the warm weather.
You hardly need a jacket on during the days anymore. I'm so shocked by it haha.
One day it was snow and freezing cold. Then I woke up the next day & hello Spring !!

Today it's my grandmothers birthday, also my sisters boyfriend is getting older today.
So right now I'm waiting for it to be time to leave to go to my sisters place. Yaaay !!

My Grimmjow Figure has of course arrived already, over a week ago actually.
And I can tell you that I'm even more in love with it now when I have it at home.
Every time I look to my left from here I see him and I just shine of happiness.
It's amazing what so called small things can do. I love that about "obsessions".

Well, I'm going to go back to listening to Cat Power while waiting for it to be time to
leave and take a long walk over to my sister. I might post again today, we'll see.

Make me Smile. Crack me Up.

[Made by Me]

I went to the Second Hand shop that's open every Tuesday and Saturday
with my mother today after we had dinner with my father.
It's named Öppen Hand (Open Hand) and it's small.
But they have a lot on that small space & you almost always find something, little or big.
All the money they earn in goes to help people around the world,
which makes it even better if your a good person, which I am lol.
Today I found a black vest, a black top with a ribbon,
an old cigarette case in silver and two small bottles.
The bottles if for a photography project I'm working on, I still need more things for it...
I don't have pictures of anything yet but I will take & upload some tomorrow of course.

[Photo Credit]

Right now I'm drinking coffee and listening to Clair de Lune by The APM Orchestra
while I surf around on random pages.
Mostly Flickr and deviantART as always during these moments.
When I've finished my coffee I'm going to take my bath,
pour in some relaxing oils in the water.

Bread Baking, Twilight, Changes.

Yesterday I was at my sisters place and baked bread

I'm actually pretty good at baking, shocking I know.
It was great to get some time spent with my sister, I love her so much.
It was also the first time I was there after Lillan passed away...
I didn't break apart as I thought I would.
But I did look around for her confused wondering where she was
more then once. It's normal when you're used to having someone there.
The bread turned out delicious and I ate it today for breakfast :3

I watched Twilight again last night
I love that movie, it's so beautiful in some way.
But I still don't get the whole "Edward is a hottie!!".
I find him to be beautiful. Not hot and sexy.
James on the other hand is dead sexy.


As you can see the blog has a new name.
Fairytales & Dreams
Also a new header, nothing advanced...
I'm going to fix the meny after my walk (:

Mára aurë (:

I got up around 10 am today.

After the phone had rung like a million times.
I still don't know who it was...(?)

I spent my night watching all The Lord of The Rings movies.
So yeah, I'm really tired today to be honest xD
I'd forgotten how emotional those movies make me,
I break into tears at the wrong places for sure haha.


Today I'm meeting my sister (:
I'm going to be at her work around 4 pm,
then we're going to take a walk ^.^
I love her so much, she's my personal star :3


I've started to learn elvish once again (Quenya).
I used to be really kick ass on it but lost interest.
But I caught it right back up again a few days ago.
Pedich Edhellen?

It's mostly to have something to do when I'm restless.
But it's also a lot of fun and very interesting :D

Nai haryuvalyë melwa rë.

January 20 2009.

Today I'm spending some time with my sister (:
We're going to take a coffee down town ^^
Then we're coming home to me.

It's raining outside, it's disgusting !!
I wished the snow away and got rain .__.
Can I please take my wish back...?

I'm updating some stuff over at my deviantART
since my photography and photoshopping is
pretty much gone right now, bluah.
I've stopped doing pretty much everything I love doing.
Depression is a bitch.

I'm going to try and squeeze some inspiration out of me
and get a new layout for this blog, it's about time.

Sunday Jan 11th 2009.

Today is Sunday, which means relaxing for most people.
But I have loads and energy, so far it's a good day.
So I'm trying to get my best friend Wookie here.
So that I can buy him coffee and then force him
to drive me to Ö&B. Keep your fingers crossed.

The biggest company source this week has been from Stampe.
So I'm in need for some human company haha.
Speaking of Stampe. My mom found our version of Bambi
yesterday and cuddled it because of the picture of Thumper.
Stampe means Thumper in swedish, so he's named after him.
And people wonder where my weirdness comes from?
Seriously, it's pretty obvious for sure.

They Love Me, They Love Me Not...

...They Love Me, They Love Me Not...

I'm having one of my bad days today, it sucks.
I just want to go back to bed and sleep.
It sucks. I'm so sick of this mess called my life.
I hate myself a bit for accepting it for what it is.
I hate that I'm not selfish enough to end this shitty life.
I never will end it, suicide is selfish and I'm not selfish !!
I will fight until I die a natural death. For them, it's all for them.

I'm going to isolate myself from the world today.
It usually helps even if it shouldn't.
Because during that time in solitude everything
just feels so amazing and bright, I feel happy.
Because I don't have to worry that they'll see how I
really feel about my life, myself and so many other thing.
I don't have to worry about breaking
down in tears in front of someone.
I don't have to smile a fake smile, it hurts so much inside doing that.
I love my solitude, I need it to survive.

A New DVD Player.

Christmas year 2007 my sister and her boyfriend
got a DVD player with a USB port from my parents.
My dad promised me I would get one too when mine broke.

Mine broke the day before yesterday so I "stole"
my parents DVD player from the living room
because I have to watch at least one movie every day.
Yesterday my dad asked what my demands was on a new one.
I told him as long as it has a USB port I'm fine.
I got one today and I'm so happy :D
I know, I am very spoiled.
Thank you daddy !!

She was so beautiful...

I had just seen Twilight when I edited this picture,
can you tell just by looking at it? haha

I never got to continue with my room today.
After I had my lunch me and my dad went to
the pet store in order to buy food for Stampe and Hades.
They had the most adorable little bunny baby there !!
She was so little (about 9 weeks old) and fluffy,
and the color was so beautiful. I want her so much.
But we can't have another bunny, Stampe would
torture the poor thing and then murder her...

After that we checked out some other stores all around
our "little" town, it's not that little but it feels like it.
I got two new DVDs, Hannibal and Twelve Monkeys.
I love the Hannibal series and Bruce Willis, who's
the lead role in Twelve Monkeys, I'm a huge fan of him.



My latest obsession online is wikiHow.
It's such a great site, I love it xD
I'm on there like the whole time when I'm at
the computer haha. Just reading and reading.

Good Morning ^.^

Purrrrfect Love

Yesterday I started to organize my room like madness.
I went through all of my clothes, threw some away and
the other that I don't want I'm going to sell (:
Because they just take up a lot of space that I need
for the clothes that I do use.

My sister called later and asked me if I wanted to
come home with her and her boyfriend.
I was totally on and got up from my bath fast,
got dressed and then they picked me up like 20 min later.
I played and cuddled with the cats, Lillan and Ronny.
Ate a second dinner which was yummy yum :D
We also watched Silent Hill, I adore that movie (:

Today I'm continuing with my room, I still have
a lot of things that I need to do before it's "right".
I also have more stuff that I have to photograph
and get up online so that I can sell it.