Up Early, Rise & Shine

[Music: Cat Power - Sea of Love]
[Mood: Cheerful]

I had a great time yesterday at my first real day in school.
I had classes between 8.30AM-3.45PM so it was a long day haha.
I was so tired when I finally came home so I crashed into bed
when the clock turned about 10PM. There for I was up 7AM today.

Today I only have one class, so my school day ends around 11.45AM.
That's pretty sweet. But when school has really started with homework
and so on, those days with only one class will still be a lot of studying.
But I don't mind it at all, other way around to be honest. Am I insane?

But it's time for me to get ready and leave for school now :)
I just wanted to show myself in the blog so you know I've survived xD

And you do know if you have any questions all you have to do is ask?
I will of course also answer.

Canon Powershot SX10 IS. Photo Blog.

The day before yesterday my father bought a new camera.
It's a Canon Powershot SX10 IS (!) and I am very very happy.
I, being his very spoiled daughter, can of course borrow it any time.

This is just a little preview, they are un-edited.

The reason I'm just posting a preview is because I will not edit or
create things in photoshop until I have a new computer screen.
My current computer screen is crap. What looks brilliant on mine,
looks crap on yours. Because yours obviously work when it comes
to colors and brightness (+other things). There for I will put those
things on hold. Cross your fingers that a new computer screen comes soon.

Speaking of photography. I have a Photo Blog over at Livejournal now.
I created a community, LaylaBlackIcons, where I post my icons while
I use my main account Layla_Black as a Photo Blog now. Loving it too.

E is for Eye.

E is for Eye

The Alphabet Project, A-Z

Friday Obsessions.

Another from the "Blood Bath"

...Hannibal Series. I've re-watched (almost, I'll get to it) all the Hannibal movies.
I am a huge fan of them and I never get tired of the movies no matter how much I watch them.
I myself prefer the second version of Red Dragon so I haven't seen the first version.
Also I haven't watched Hannibal either because I can't find my DVD. It's breaking my heart.
One thing besides the character Hannibal Lecter I love is the music, so beautiful.

...Bleach as in the anime show. Bleach is my number one anime and has been for years.
I must have my new episode every Wednesday or my whole day is ruined.
I've watched all the episodes with my favorite character Grimmjow along with all of the
episodes with Kenpachi and of course Aizen. Can it please be Wednesday now ?

...My bunny Stampe. I have been so addicted to him this whole week it's scary lol.
He always follow me around and of course I let him when we're alone at home during day.
But this week I've had him in my arms almost the whole time, skipping TV shows so that
I can lay down and cuddle with him. I love my baby boy so damn much.

That's about is for this week.
I've been to busy with those to have more.
Bleach alone took away my whole Thursday.
And Stampe was of course with me then too.

Blood Bath.

Yesterday while I was waiting for my bath to get ready I took some new self-portraits. I used my fake blood that I have as you can see.
It became a blood bath because working with fake blood is as very messy business.
Probably the reason why most people choose to have no clothes on while doing that.
If the clothes get stained by the fake blood it's almost impossible to get rid of.
I got a few good ones, one of them is the one above but someone once told me that during a photo shoot a photographer is happy to get 1 out of 200 pictures that's good so yeah.

I've mostly watched old Bleach episodes today, my favorite anime show.

I looooove it !!

When I haven't done that I've spent time with Stampe, he demanded attention like always. But it's my doing since I've spoiled him a lot.
Tomorrow my friend Elenor is coming over and staying the night.
Haven't seen her for ages so I'm looking forward to it.

I've also searched through Flickr (big surprise) after people who seem to know swaps. So I've actually sent a few of them mails over there where I ask how the whole thing works. Hopefully I'll get a reply from at least one, because as you know I really want to start too.

Clair de Lune

More on Flickr

My psychologist called today and canceled our meeting on Wednesday, not happy about it.
I said "Oh, that's fine !! It's okay." and got a new time on Monday 11 am instead.
I wanted to say "I needed you Thursday already, don't you dare !!" ...
But you don't always get what you want in life, I know that first hand, so I just sighed.

I put together the little piece above before dinner was ready.
I love Clair de Lune, that song is so beautiful that it sometimes brings tears to my eyes.
I could not help myself after I found those gorgeous music brushes before hehe.
Thinking of doing more in the same theme, we'll see what happens.

Long Time, No Read.

It's been over a month since I last posted here.

A lot has happen, mostly sad things.
Hades has passed away, my gerbil.
But he was old so it was expected, I was ready for that.

February 10th my heart died
Lillan, my favorite cat in the whole wide world
was put down because she was very ill.
There was nothing the could do and it was the best.
But still my heart aches every day still, I miss her.
I loved her more then I love most humans.
And I will always love her that much.
Many of you have seen her, read about her for years.
The thought of never to be able to hold her again.
To never see her come running when I come to my sisters,
to never ever have her in my arms while I sleep...
It makes me cry because she was my heart, it's gone now.

I've contacted my old psychologist and I have a meeting
with her on Wednesday 10 am, I need that.
My depression has been back for months now and it
is time I do something about it.

I've also filled in an application.
So I'm starting school again after the summer.
I'm looking forward to that to be honest.
I'm sick of not doing anything.


Hopefully I'm back here, you never know ;)
I probably am.

Lillan & Ronny, Jan 26th 2009.

...5 pictures from today...

I spent my day at my sister place looking after
my adorable kitty cats Lillan and Ronny.
I'm going back tomorrow (:

Slytherin Photo <3

What Was That Spell Again ?

Sunday Jan 11th 2009.

Today is Sunday, which means relaxing for most people.
But I have loads and energy, so far it's a good day.
So I'm trying to get my best friend Wookie here.
So that I can buy him coffee and then force him
to drive me to Ö&B. Keep your fingers crossed.

The biggest company source this week has been from Stampe.
So I'm in need for some human company haha.
Speaking of Stampe. My mom found our version of Bambi
yesterday and cuddled it because of the picture of Thumper.
Stampe means Thumper in swedish, so he's named after him.
And people wonder where my weirdness comes from?
Seriously, it's pretty obvious for sure.

Holy crap dude o.0

The picture is not taken today.
It was taken year 2006 when we had a very hard winter.
Think it was the coldest winter in like 15 years o.0
See more of them at my deviantART.

It's snowing like hell outside, a lot has already come down
and a lot is still falling down towards the ground.
Right now it's Yay vs Euw for me haha.
Yay because it means new winter photography.
Euw because it means it's about to get even colder...
But it's nice, I can crawl up with a cup of tea wrapped in
a blanket later while watching the snow silently fall ^.^

Today I'm continuing with my room since I was
hardly home yesterday I didn't get to it.
Besides that not much is happening really o.0
Mostly because I'm not in the mood, so that's that.

I also am going to try and get a new layout for this blog
and of course my Swedish blog, hopefully today.
At least a new "info" thing to the right
since I'm not 20 anymore haha ;)